Coming back out into the world..........

For the last six months I have been working on myself. I have been addressing childhood and family issues at their core which were very deep and this has been life changing for me. What your about to read I just wrote and so am going to put it here as it came to me. There are some bits that I repeated to what I wrote last time and I've decided to just leave it in. Its about me stating who I am and what I am about. As recently the universe gave me a tap on the shoulder that it is time to start to raise my head again :-). I hope you enjoy reading from a newer version of me lol, from one who has started to gain her confidence again after practically a lifetime of letting others affect me.

2nd April 2011

I am looking back over the last 16yrs at what methods, therapies and tools I have used along the way on myself. I am now bringing those different healing modalities into when I am helping people. And its coming from first hand experience. Experience you cannot learn from a book or course. So I know what works and how, in a simple method that I personalise for each persons situation. That's why when people ask what I do, I've had to come up with a title that covers what is unique to me in a way that gives people an idea of who I am and what I do, as best as I can. It is a Mind, Body and Soul Healer.......... I've had many different titles given to me on my path then recently Soul Healer came and it felt so right. So I sat with it to see if it would stay and then came the rest. And when I thought about it, I was impressed with how it covers what I do better than anything else can. As what I am able to provide is so vast it is hard to put one label on it because within that title is so many sub titles of what tools and methods I use. I use bits out of all I have learnt and used on myself first (I've been the test dummy lol) and so I know firsthand it does work. And each session is unique to each person. All it takes sitting down with a cuppa and just chatting with someone who comes from unconditional love that means no judging and no telling you what you 'should' do. Someone who is real and down to earth and who lives what she speaks :-) I remember with a smile a friends friend wanted to chat and ask me some questions. So it was organised and we sat out the back with a cuppa. Three hours later (hey, it was a favour to a friend lol) I'd done some simple processes and passed on lots of information to her and she said she felt the world lifted off her shoulders and felt lighter. I said that's because we've worked though lots today and she said 'Oh I thought we were just chatting' and we laughed as she realised how gentle and non-intrusive it was. I like sharing that story as that is the reaction of everyone that comes for 'a cuppa'. We can't do it ourselves anymore as we need our spiritual families to cope and survive in the current world and its energy. I wrote about this coming in The Oracle Speaks (O.S.) an energy news info letter that I wrote in 2009/10. In the O.S. I was giving people a heads up as the information that comes to us from above, comes to me in the first wave. I discovered this when I went through a two yr period of writing the O.S. as I found that the information I was receiving I would then read later on Spiritual websites. And then there was the various Spiritual Magazine articles that also were explaining what I wrote as well. It was a surprise to me at first and I am glad that more info is out there compared to 10yrs ago. So that is why I can say that the information I receive as to what we are going through, is 'hot off the press' lol. And it is my pleasure to pass it onto those that are interested and want to know. I am not about chasing people but about letting people know I am here. I have been my own healing journey for a long time and I have had various ailments and illnesses that have allowed me to notch up a lot of experience first hand of being unwell mentally and physically. And physical ailments are suppressed emotions that have manifested themselves physically. So the way to become well is to seek what are the underlying emotions and address them, one by one or layer by layer. So for me, I have been clawing my way back from incapacitation and am still on that path even now. Yet I am better than I have ever been mentally and spiritually as I understand and have the knowledge of why basically and then what to do from there. As not knowing allows fear to creep in and knowledge = Self Empowerment. And also because I detoxed myself off 5 prescription medications that I was addicted to. It wasn't pretty for a few months as my partner had to hold my body down at night as my body was convulsing. Either was not sleeping for 10days and nights straight. BUT... I did it and it was an interesting experience and that is part of why I am here to understand those with addictions and those who have had poor health. Because this is my gift to humanity, offering my guidance and help. I have needed to experience all I have I 've realised as I've found over the years a big factor in connecting with people is the fact of I have been through something similar to each person that comes to me. There is someting I can relate to them with and it makes all the difference and allows a soul connection. And when that soul connection is made that is when instant changes happen from talking and sharing. Each person gains something from an exchange with me, again those that are ready and want to. As I will only see those that want guidance, healing or whatever is required. I choose who I share my energy with (said from love and not ego) as my energy is very precious to me. As I gave it out so much that it contributed to me being so unwell and I have recently claimed it back. 'Me first, in an unselfish way' is what I live by. As every bit of energy we give out we need to have given to oursevles first because if we don't it will drain us or deplete us basically. That is the simplest way I can put it for people to understand and learn how vitally important this is for us to do. Its a starting point as the outside 'stuff' we fill our lives with doesn't work anyway. Well, the time has come when we can't put things off anymore. The time has arrived where we need to make changes right here and now. There is no more waiting until later as guess what? Later is now here people. And I find it a feeling of relief actually. Because it is what I have been doing for the last 16yrs, linking my emotions to my spirituality as that is the key. Our body is like a ship and our emotions are our ships rudder. So if you think about it there are a lot of people out there using their heads or ego as their rudder. The O.S. stated that this would happen last year. That our negative bits and sides would come up and out. Well it has manifested now. That is why some people are dying very quickly and in bizarre ways, or finding out they have a big health problem/s and are still here to deal with it. Call it a wake up call. And this is happening to each and every human being on this planet, no exceptions. So basically it will get worse before it gets better. But hang in there in your faith in what ever you believe, as it is not a time of doom, end of the world stuff, that is what fear feeds on. It is about us waking up. It is bottom line time. And that is why it's time for me to come out and offer what i have been doing for the last 16yrs by going through it myself firstly. Well, I really enjoyed writing that as it is who I am now. You see it is one thing to know something and then another to feel it and actually 'get it'. As there are a lot of so called Spiritual People out there that are all in their heads. You can hear the words but something doesn't feel right when they say it. But I will leave that for another time eh.... Lots of love to all who read this and know your not on your own Anastacia