Well, today after writing what I did last night and shared with the world, I have now found a clear space inside of me. This is new to me and I cannot recall feeling this clear. By this I mean that there is no anxiety or any yucky feelings inside of me.
I have an angel ornament on my table out the back and recently I came out here and one wing had broken off and so I asked Michael and Joseph if they knew anything about it and they said no. I have a dragonfly metal key ring and recently I noticed that it only had one wing as well and it was like someone cut it off neatly, just like the angel figurine was.
When I asked Joseph about the angel wing he said to me 'the wing fell off mum because you are half way there'. And so I took that information on and thought 'cool'.
Then tonight I noticed the other wing on the angel figurine had broken off. I showed it to Micheal and Joseph and Joseph said 'that's because you're all the way there now'. And I said yes I am Joseph. Then I asked him where to from here for me and he said there is no need to worry or stress and to go forward from here. And when he spoke those words it was spoken like it was coming from an adult. As he was coming from his soul. Then Michael asked what did he get for him and Joseph told him stuff that is exactly what I had been telling Michael he needed to do.
Then Joseph grabbed a deck of Oracle Crystal Cards and handed them to me. He told me to close my eyes as it helped and I said no, I will just shuffle and it will come. After a bit no card jumped out for me as it usually did and I said I wonder why none has come and Joseph said it was because it was hiding and was sort of stuck to another card and said it would be better to lie them flat on the table and spread them out a bit.
I went with it as he was right and I couldnt argue with what he said. And so I lay them down and picked one and it was the exact same card I picked that morning and laughed and shared this with Joseph.
Then Joseph had a turn and spread them out infront of himself with his hand over the top of them and I said have a go at going by the feel of them if they are like either warm or cool. And he did and was surprised when he felt them and picked one out and we then read his card and chatted a bit.
As he was packing them up he said very casually 'you know mum, I would like to do this for people and maybe when you do this for people then I can do it too'. I told him later on in life who knows we may even do this together and we left it at that. I was surprised as to how real and natural and honest he was and he was coming straight from his soul.
Joseph as really come into his intuition and spiritually more freely recently and I am so enjoying my sons soul and connecting with him on a soul level from such a deep deep love . And he has grown within himself even more so now that Michael and I are clear on where we are at in our relationship.
Goodnight for now
Much Love and Peace
Anastacia
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