I have been sharing recently of how I have been going through some life changes but never said what.
Well, tonights the night..........................
My partner of nearly six years and I are now just friends. In saying that, we love each other dearly and are so connected on a soul level and will always be in close contact throughout the rest of our lives. We are choosing to remain living together, providing a stable and safe home for our Spiritual Son Joseph.
Infact, since we have both been very honest with each other and ourselves, we have found we are actually parenting Joseph 100% better, how awesome is that? And Joseph will always have a mum and dad who love him and will be there to support him in life. What more could a mother ask for her child? You see we recognise that we are three souls that have chosen to be a family to love and support each other.
This is not the norm and quite unusual and has taken me a couple of weeks to adjust and really let this sink in, as to how unique our situation is and how I never ever thought I would be in this very new space, as it is a first for me. Coming from being proposed to 7 times and married twice, you can tell most of my lessons in this lifetime are to do with relationships lol.
I feel such relief and my soul is now truly free. And I have said many times that I need to be true to me as I am unable to function any other way now with where we are at energy wise.
Michael and I are soul mates (there are many types of soul mates btw) and before I met him I was told his name and where he lived and that I was to be with him. It was amazing as our connection was so strong and when we first met I was able to recall a past life of us together in a vision I had.
We came into each others lives for a reason, well many infact, the main one being that we have helped each other to heal. We have supported each other in everything and are so connected spiritually, as that was our main connection. I have often said Michael is the first male partner that I have ever respected and that has been strong enough to deal with me.
He has accepted me warts and all and through all my health issues. He has taken his holidays to look after me and Joseph when I was not well enough. He doesn't complain at all, he does the groceries and cooks us a roast on the weekends. And when I wanted to go out with friends as it would do me good, he was happy to stay home and mind Joseph.
And I in turn have helped him with nearly six years of Soul Coaching, working through his layers with him and of course accepting him unconditionally who he is with love. There is a lot to be said about unconditional love you know :-) Michael is quite an extraordinary man and definitely one of a kind and all my friends that know him adore him and we are both very blessed to have each other in our lives.
Well I did say I have shifted and my whole life has changed, and is that a big enough change or what lol. Anyway, I have to be true to me totally now or I become physically ill is what it boils down to.
Our souls chose to meet and be there for each other and fully support each other to grow, while providing a safe and secure home and foundation with a lot of love. Michael and I don't fight, we don't have a need to, we talk. A couple of times when we first met, some emotional hissy fits were thrown but were soon sorted and not tolerated. From then on, we have cruised and there has been a lot of fun and laughter and love in our home.
I will share more of what I have experienced recently soon, as this is quite a lot. But I needed to share as I was told from above that I needed to. I can tell you it was not what I consciously chose to do but when info comes in, it happens as it is information for my soul.
So strong is my souls pull to continue on my purpose for being here that nothing will get in the way as it is time to shine my light. Talk about my inner light flowing, that reminds me that two lovely ladies I know said the other day they were talking between themselves as they couldn't work out what was so different about me, as in was it my hair or what lol. Thanks girls, it's always nice to have validation.
On that note, I am so at peace in my soul, there is no anxiety or stress or anything, it feels light and free.............
Much love and peace
Anastacia
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