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Man, haven't I been getting some rest lately! It's catch up time energy wise after the last 3 weeks or so and is very needed. I know from past experience to give myself that catch up time to allow my mind, body and soul recuperate after a marathon of processing lol.
If we don't look after ourselves our body will let us know with an ailment to let us know that something needs tending to as you are responsible for looking after yourself.
There is an awesome book that I recommend highly and it is called: The body is the barometer of the soul by Annette Noontil. I use this book all of the time and a friend who I put onto it was a very changed person after she read it, it was and still is amazing to see the transformation in this lovely lady and she is so on her spiritual path.
Now back to getting some good rest lol, which I got a nice 11hrs of. Anyway, I had an interesting dream of being a queen and it was very real, I was basically there last night, ahh bliss. I had an interesting dream. In it, I remember saying to myself that I now needed to find a balance in who I now was and my role.
Then there was a baby and someone was wiping its face as it was unwell and I knew it was the plague. Then I woke up in soaked pyjamas and knew that I had gotten rid of the plague.
I really enjoy giving info out on dreams and what they mean and I learnt a lot about dream analysis on my Psychotherapy course. I don't class myself as a professional in this but I can help when someone asks. I refer to the best book I have found on dreams and then I go by intuition and get the other person to interract and we get a good idea of what it means, and it is so fun too.
So anyway, I looked up in my book about the Queen and it relates to how I am now mixing with more women with quite stong personalitlies. And the bit I said to myself about a balance is very relevant and great confirmation of how I feel and what I have realised recently.
The bit about the baby and the plague, is two bits of info in one. One is that I have healed a past life as i knew and felt that when I woke up as I sweated it out. And Michael helped me identify that one as when he said that to me, I could feel what he said rang true. As you always need to check in with yourself when someone gives you any advice or information. The second bit about the baby and the plague is that I will suffer if I do not follow my spiritual path to my highest potential.
Funny enough, I have said and felt recently that if I am not true to my soul it makes me physically ill. So much so recently that I was in spiritual pain and physical pain until I got in touch with what was going on inside of me.
And that was what kicked the ball off and rolling in my personal relationship. I was living a lie but didn't know it. I was trying to make my relationship something it wasn't and was carrying a lot of guilt about this underneath for a while without realising. And as I have been peeling off my layers and finding myself more and more over the years, it then came to look very deep inside and be very very honest.
You can imagine my shock when I realised that I only wanted my fiance of nearly 6yrs to be best mates only. Man, I had a lot to process and sit with and think about, especially Joseph my 10yr old son. That is what I have mainly been working through these last few weeks.
There was a time where for two hours I lay in bed crying and letting out past hurt from all my previous relationships. I saw them all in my mind like a movie from the first to the last and yes it was a painful sensation. However I knew it would pass and allowed myself to feel and release, because you will always feel better when you have released stuff you have been carrying for a while. That is just one of the processes I have been through recently.
Anyway, I will go for now as I have written lots and will continue on more about what I have been through in my personal relationship. As a lot of friends have contacted me to make sure I am okay and I love them all for it, as I know what Michael and I have done is not the norm.
Bye for now and I do look forward to sharing more on this.
Peace and Love always
Anastacia
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